Why? Why? Why?

Why when the time I wanted to forget you and U will just appear . Why did you treat me like this? Why you want to know so much bout ME? Why love is so complicated? You know you did hurt me much . But I feel so much better now. But the scar Is still in my heart. It doesn't hurt that much now. I hope IT cure as fast as possible. Actually I really hate you very very much. But when I talk to you I can't make myself hate you. I CAN'T. I feel like I hate myself more than hating you. You make to get in to your world and at last when I'm already in your world you just leave me. I don't know what I should do that time. Cause I have no way to go and I don't know which way to go. I feel so scared and I'm all alone there. No one can help me. All I can do is just help myself. YOU are so CRUEL! That world is scary. I will NEVER get in to anyone world anymore. I'm worry it happen again. I'm really afraid. I really HATE you !