3rd January 2010

This will be the last day of holiday. Tommorrow school gonna re-open and I will be in form 5 tommorrow. My stress and pressure will start tommorrow. and my form 5 journey will end this year December. As you know I'm facing my SPM exam this year. I'm gonna work extra hard this year. Wish to have tuition now. Without tuition make me feel more stress cause I can't do anything without tuition. I'm lazy. Lazy to study. Wish to have one as soon as possible. Although study is important but I will still work hard in my Piano. I'm going to take my grade and teory class starting this month. Music is the most important in my life now. Expecially piano. I wish to have a grand piano in my house. I want a white one. If I think i can get it when I'm old. Cause is really expensive. I'm Just finished packing my school beg. Get ready for school ! Tommorrow will finish school at 2pm. Tired. I hope school end early. I bet tommorrow most of the teacher will start their teaching and lesson. I hope this year I will really concentrate on whatever the teacher teaching although I hate some of them. Love is really frustrating for me now. Very frustrating. I can't love someone deeply now. I feel the fear now. I'm scared to get in love now. No more. I wish to be single this year. I can't comcentrate when I'm having a love problem. But I can't just let go now. I don't wanna hurt anyone and of course I don't hope anyone will hurt me. NO MORE! Not to think bout the past anymore. I hope I can just forget bout it after my school starten. This year will be a new year and new life for me. Everything will be new for me. I wish to have a happy YEAR for this year. Bless me ! =)