Tuesday 29 Dec 2009

Today my BOY is coming back from singapore. Miss him very much ! =) But too bad he stop at Melaka. He will be coming back to Penang on the 1st of January. That means I can only meet him next year. =( When im messaging him justnow. I were thinking, did he really understand me? Did he take this relationship serious? Sometimes he's matured in thinking and sometimes he's kinda playful. However,I will just count this relationship as a Serious. Cause I love him before. He's one of my admire since form 1. Anyway I hope i will meet him soon. This evening I'm kinda angry with my mom. I keep asking myself this question and this make me feel sad and angry. I asked" Why did my mom care for my sis more than me?" Whatever my sis wanna do she will just go asap and for me I need to wait,wait and wait. At last the answer will be NO or maybe she will suddenly change her mine. One thing i understand. My sis is much smarter than me but sometimes she's kinda unfair. I don't want a Unfair mother. I want a mother to be fair. She can let me do whatever I want. Everytime I wanna ask my dad bout whatever activities I wanna join, he will just said "ask your mom" and my mom will mostly said NO. She keep craping bout my sis tuition. She don't even think bout my tuition. DONT even ask. School gonna re-open next week and Im already form 5 . Spm is getting near, don't she want me to get prepare now? My sis is going to be form 1 and she care for her more than me? It makes me feel sad and unfair. I really know why he care for my sis. Because my sis get St.George school. Right. It's a famous school. So what? Im also his daughter. Dont she care for me?? =(